Monday, April 26, 2004

Sitting across from me is a new independent newspaper billing itself as a "positive paper," giving some "positive news for a change."

Everything's going great! President is optimistic! Schools and hospitals and rose petals!

I could hurl. Putting your head under a rock and saying everything is just damn fine is not virtuous. I...

A few years ago I saw my dad, the preacher man, shaking his head and sighing at the headline, "40 Dead in Gaza Strip" or something like that. I asked him why he keeps reading these stories when he knows that the war between Israel and Palestine has been killing people for centuries and shows no sign of ending. He told me that, even though it's sad, by reading about it in the papers he feels a deeper connection to the world, even if just for a moment.

And that's why I took up reading the news (from the Guardian, specifically), even though it only says "New Study Shows Americans Are Dying Of Obesity Just Like They Were Last Year" and "President Involved In Some Huge Scandal That Completely Unfazes The American Public Who Are Too Interested in Sex and American Idol" and "Study Shows Schoolchildren Popping Out Babies Like Mofos" because, if I know how horrible, horrible, horrible things are in the world, I can know that in my community, there's hope for change. One day at a time.

(That said, schoolchildren aren't popping out babies so much anymore, but this "I'm Worth Waiting For" bullshit certainly isn't helping. I wonder when they will realize how many teenagers are picking up STD's thanks to that fucking ring.)

Bertrand Russell said that the secret to happiness is knowing that the world is horrible. Yeah, that's my philosophy. And... live for the moment. As Sonic The Hedgehog said a very long time ago, "Don't just sit there and waste your precious time. If you want something done, do it right away. Do it while you can. It's the only way to live a life without regrets."

(While we're on the subject, Dante says that we can never know the meaning of life, because the meaning of life is to find the meaning of life, and that if we actually knew it the universe would unravel. I like that.)

(I used to tell my dad not to leave newspapers lying around because the headlines were so depressing. Now, this extravagantly optimistic newspaper depresses me, because every time I look at it, I think of people denying all the hardship in the world. Let's have some positive news for a change! I'm going to be sick.)

(This has to do with the general American philosophy that, if you didn't see it happen, it didn't happen. For instance, the more negative stories the papers run on Iraq, they say, the more America's efforts there are hampered. The more you criticize the President, the less effective the President can be. Doo-wha?)
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